Still in hospital today.. have been fairly miserable all day as this is the 3rd full day that I haven’t been allowed to eat anything (not any real food anyway) 🙃 Today I was finally allowed clear fluids so i’m back to broth, juice, jello and popsicles. Those kinda sound like food but really don’t do anything to satisfy how starving I am.
Also very frustrated because I thought the point of doing this surgery was to prevent getting any more blockages from happening 🙃 so I wouldn’t have to wait 5+ hours waiting to get into emerg two nights back to back in unbearable pain & throwing up into a plastic baggie in the waiting room 👍🏼 This was my 3rd emerg visit in the past 6 weeks and I really hope it will be the last for awhile.
We still have yet to be in touch with anyone from oncology/ Tom Baker.. which is really irritating because it’s been a month since I was diagnosed and it feels like no one has done anything 😅 Even though that’s not true and i’m sure they’re doing something, whatever that may be has not really been communicated to us at all ☹️
I’m getting pretty sick of this to be honest..i’m sick of being ‘strong’, i’m sick of being ‘brave’, sick of emerg and hospitals, never being able to sleep or eat enough, and i’m sick of waiting.
The plan now is to have an MRI tomorrow morning and hopefully then one of the three oncology teams following my case will decide to take me in and make a plan for how to get rid of this cancer 🙃
Will let you know what happens next in this fun roller coaster that seems to be my life, and hopefully I can have some actual food tomorrow! 🤪🎢